Young ForEver?

I’m Sorry

For all those nights

I did you wrong

I’m Sorry

For making you be my puppet

I used you as a pin cushion with drugs

I sold you, and cut you

to have a release

I didn’t nourish you properly

And my mind always

I apologize with all

My heart

Mind, Body and Soul

Because now I finally

See the disconnect

The disassociation

I know you kept score

because my nerves

are still shot…

I finally have my

Mind under control

and my body is failing me

Im sorry.

Bullied you

2 comments

  1. Both you and your body were failed by so many. Don’t forget we were taught to disrespect ourselves long before we really ever had any say…

    But I understand the feeling of having a body that’s just so beat up and tired…a body that’s lived thru so much. I’m glad you’re no longer bullying yourself.

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