I’m Sorry
For all those nights
I did you wrong
I’m Sorry
For making you be my puppet
I used you as a pin cushion with drugs
I sold you, and cut you
to have a release
I didn’t nourish you properly
And my mind always
I apologize with all
My heart
Mind, Body and Soul
Because now I finally
See the disconnect
The disassociation
I know you kept score
because my nerves
are still shot…
I finally have my
Mind under control
and my body is failing me
Im sorry.
Bullied you
Both you and your body were failed by so many. Don’t forget we were taught to disrespect ourselves long before we really ever had any say…
But I understand the feeling of having a body that’s just so beat up and tired…a body that’s lived thru so much. I’m glad you’re no longer bullying yourself.
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Yes, we were conditioned to beat ourselves up, thanks for your comment
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