To feel powerless in a world
full of chaos
A person can feel there is no
voice of reason present
When a person feels overwhelmed and
ready to self-combust…
A person will try to do something
POWERFUL
to compensate for the feeling of
POWERLESSNESS
the problem is when you
make an impulsive and emotional
attempt to change the energy and
odds stacked against you,
To make yourself heard
make yourself visible
make your point with
a vengeance…
unfortunately
you tend to make
the powerful act of self-sabotage
When I was 17, as I was attempting to drop out of HS and run away for the first time, I stood in front of a bathroom mirror at my friend’s house, pounding my chest with my fist in tears screaming “this is MY life!” It was a desperate act of defiance in order to escape an impossible situation. I did end up returning to finish school, but there would be plenty of other acts of self sabotage 🙃
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