I didn’t ask to be part of this circus act
circles and circles
around and around we go
I have my good days and bad
but just when I feel somewhat pleased
another test comes and knocks me
off my feet
I didn’t expect to be here this long
I was told when I was 23 yrs old
that I would be dead in 6 months
and maybe 2 yrs if I was (lucky?)
Lucky? that’s an interesting word
sorry,
I am not always a Debby Downer
as a matter of fact, I am the one
that cant shut up and has to tell jokes
and make people laugh, when
you feel that you have no control
over your life you take control
in the only tools you have
in your toolbox, well…
I am out of jokes and I
am tired of being the talker
because I don’t want to hear
others noises or watch others actions
because we all have our roles and
the show must go on…