I get ready for bed and put
the majority
of my teeth in a cup
they have my prison numbers
embedded in them which is
a blast from the past
A DIN number was my ID in jail
I was always called by my last name
so I almost forgot my first
I take my mental med’s and
lay down and try not to think
I watch someone else on TV
as a distraction
I wake up and take my HIV meds
and after 27 yrs it’s as normal to me
as taking a multivitamin,
The side effects have taken a toll though
I guess taking the meds is the lesser
of two evils, I feel broken
I went to a hole in the wall plastic surgeon
to get a discount Liposuction
He wouldn’t touch me
he said I might die and he wasn’t
taking that chance, I was disappointed
but I was also surprised since I
actually had someone responsible
enough to think about
the consequences because I just wanted
a quick fix
FIX ME!
Make me feel whole
Make me feel like my house is truly a home,
Make me feel like this life has a meaning
please take some weight from my core
because it might take away the heaviness
that I feel in my soul.
Damaged..I doin’t think so;
Why do you think that?
Did someone tell you that?
I don’t think so.
I see you when others may not.
Stephen. (Through The Cracked Window.)
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Damaged is just a starting reference, I am launching a book in a few weeks and I want to show the extremes. but thanks for your concern..
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I posted this today on my personal facebook page…It is not new…I repost what I have written as I gain new family and friends….It amazes me how tailored these messages can be…I believe that this one is for you:
“Have you any rivers
That seem uncrossable?
And have you any mountain
That you cannot tunnel through?
God specializes
In things thought impossible
And He will do what no other
No other power but holy power can do”.. Whew an oldie but goodie…On this Blessed Saturday😇️Saints, Know that whatever you may need…God can fix it,💪He will fix it💪And it will stay fixed💪💪💪You know how your regular doctor can’t help you so he sends you to a “Specialist” 🏥Well honey, God don’t need no referrals!👏👏👏He is the Master specialist…For any problem you may have!🌞He is your doctor! 👍He is your lawyer! 👍He is your best friend! 👍And he is your Father!👍The bible says”God is my strength and power: and he maketh my way perfect”2 Samuel 22:33 KJV)Amen!!!😇
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