Everything in life is temporary so if you choose not to invest in yourself or others because you don’t feel its worth it you will be stuck in a (live for the second) instant gratification since you need a distraction constantly so you don’t have to sit in your skin.Trying to take the “Easy way out” is so misleading and the vicious cycle goes on and on…I had a panic attack the other day in Manhattan on the street and I tried to call someone who I felt safe with to ground me and I couldn’t get in touch with anyone.That doesn’t happen to often but life does throw you a curve ball from time to time.Sometimes I still think life is over rated and this whole thing called “life” feels like an obstacle course but i figure I only got one life and one body and one soul so why not invest in myself and give life a shot.